Peace be with you!
Although Fr. Freeh sent the DVD with the latest series of reflections, I believe the Post Office must have slipped a disk, since it hasn’t arrived in the mail. So I’m flying solo again this week… in more ways than one, since the website for the US Conference of Catholic Bishops seems to be having a problem. For the first time since I’ve begun providing the Sunday readings, it won’t give me a link to this Sunday’s readings.
(This is where I encourage you to go get the Laudate.org app on your smartphone, and get the readings for the First Sunday of Lent.)
This past Ash Wednesday we began our Lenten journey. The ashes on our foreheads called us to repentance, and transformation. In other words, Lent is supposed to be life-changing.
Most of us would prefer to leave things well enough alone. We’d like to believe life is stable, and safe, and we’re in control. But it isn’t, and we aren’t. Change is lurking around the corner, or already here, tipping over our applecart.
If ordinary change is scary, the spiritual transformation of Lent is especially so. Lent calls us to recognize and take on the monsters that lurk within us; to become the people God created us to be. And that’s hard, because we have our own plans. We don’t know where God’s path will lead, and in order to respond to His call we must give up our illusion of control, and surrender to the will of God, trusting our lives to Him.
I know just how hard this is, because as often as I pray, “Thy will be done,” I find myself tacking on conditions, as if somehow I know better than the Almighty. But trust in God is essential to spiritual transformation. According to St. Faustina’s visions, Jesus declared that trust was the key to unlock the riches of His Divine Mercy.
Jesus is ready to give us His immense mercy because He is no stranger to the ordeal of transformation. Before He began His public life, the Holy Spirit drove Him to the desert. I sometimes wonder how Jesus changed over those forty days. What the people who knew Him thought when they first encountered Him after He returned, what differences they noticed. But having confronted evil and temptation, Jesus emerged from His experience ready to do His work, accomplishing the Father’s will.
During this season of Lent, let’s pray for the grace to respond to the call of the Holy Spirit as Jesus did, the grace to follow Him into the desert. The grace to be transformed, that we might accomplish the will of the Father.
And let us pray for the grace to begin our Lenten journey trusting in the will of God.
+ Ann